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wow, so long time since iv updated, i wont make this to long, but man o man, let me just say im happy.I live with my lovely boyfriend, i saw my mother...if it wasnt for tommy i dont kno wut id do, we just unpacked all my things and re did his room, hes really amazing, im going to dinner with him and his mom to my moms, wis me luck<3
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"jayme" IM'd me... it was odd i havnt talked to him in forever, it was random.



School was okay, I hung out with ms. adrineh and tracey today (always a good time) then after school me and adrineh got in and out then went to sherman oaks to pick up her friends, got locked out, then had to break in* I dont know wut im doing this weekend...any takers?? debra and shawn are going to new york, i expect a cute beanie, scarf and gloved when they return lol.


O i almost got into a fight today at school... gay shit but me and josh decided its ok, cause then ill get kicked out and i wont have to be at taft anymore, thats a bonus. I miss joshy, So crazy how we were BESTEST friends and now were a hug every now and then. i think hes the only one abside from adrineh and tracey i can stand to look at at taft.


I want to be 18 and get the fuck out of the valley
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i forgot to mention that last night was realllly fun, i met all of AJ's family, had an amazing dinner, i dont even eat turkey andddd i was proposed to by the cutest 5 year old ever. He was so adorable.. in 13 years it will be legual haha<33
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wow.... im so increadably bothered, fuck it all dude, seriously brandan who the fuco do u think u are, for somone who dislikes so much about me, ur holding on a little to tight, just let go cause theres nothing left for u to hold onto, stop being so scared. My eyes are empty when i look at you. Were never going to be anything. You know nothing about you, as well as u thought u knew me, u had no idea, So dont even, not for a second think u have it all figured out.

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Alot has changed, im confused about alot, and i just need some time to myself, thats never enough for anyone, I miss hayley alot, i really want to just have a bonkers day, I bought 12 going on 30, i think ill watch that today. I feel like iv changed so much from 3 years ago, like who am I seriously... I hate looking in the mirror.
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soo... my day has been maybe the worst day ever, i got arrested, and fined for 300 bucks, i have court january 11, problem that i DONT have that money:-/ sigh my life is over, im grounded, i ended up having a panic attack and passed out today and the nurse and police called my sister to pick me up. Fuck life. I hate it, im in the worst mood, im at fun time updated, cause umm yea, i have no life now, so email me peoples, or comment on my lj and ill try and reply when i can<3
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i own jeans.

i saw chevelle and got things from them
i hung out with brian and tyson
hung out with mister tommy
now i just need to see hayley and my life will be good.